So much time...

I have so much time this summer, and so much time left in life (I hope). In Edinburgh, I felt like I was always doing something, whether it was traveling or hanging out with friends, walking around the city or just enjoying the day. Lately I have been in Temecula, most of my friends are in San Diego - and Temecula is a pretty boring place to be for my age range. With all this being said, I have been watching the minutes pass until I go to sleep the next day. I need to get a job, or something. What a sad turn around from the lifestyle I just came from! But... things will start picking up soon. I have ordered three books from Amazon; "The Field" "The Intention Experiment" by Lynne McTaggart and "The World As I See It" by Albert Einstein... I am going out to get an acoustic guitar today... and I am jumping on to work as a construction/day laborer for the addition to the house my Dad is doing. Hopefully all that will help me bide my time better, as now I only have my Saturday volleyball commitment. I would love to be good at the guitar by the time I move back to San Diego as well, the idea of being able to construct my own music is very appealing to me.

Now in regards to my life, I'm 20. I was telling my cousin the other day how much time we have left. He was saying he was getting old because he is graduating college. No way! There is so much left to do and experience, it's insane. Around this age range it seems we have everything planned out already, we're going to college for 4 years, grad school, get a job, get married, have kids, etc... We are always trying to get somewhere, and when we get there, somewhere else is on the list. I would like to slow it down, enjoy where I am... invest in the process, not the outcome.